2008-11-05 kemurimamire
osae tsukerareruyouna , wakemonaku meitta kibun wo , kisetsu noseinishitemitari , saikin yoku miru akumu noseinishitemitari , rouhi yueno kinketsu noseinishitemitari , shifuto wo ire sugi ta arubaito noseinishitemitari , yamadumi ninatta tasuku noseinishitemitari , shouten no sadama ranai shuushokukatsudou noseinishitemitari , arekoreto setsumeishi teha wasure , shiteha wasure , tonikaku atama ga yasuma ranakute , kekkyoku nani ga warui nokanante waka razujimaide , nantonaku nige takunatterudakedato jibun ni ii kika se , soushiteiruuchinijiwajiwato , meitta kibun ha kokoro no chuushin ni koshi wo kudaro su .
ima ichiban hoshii monohatoieba , nichi ni 3 do no antei shita shokuji darou . futsuunomeshiwo , futsuuni kui tai . seishinteki na antei ha , itsumo kima tte , shoku kara kuzure ru .
warui yume , soreha torauma ninatteiru wankatto , aruiha yoku aru jirenma , ruiseki shita konfurikuto , chuugaku , koukou , daigaku to , gocha maze ninattehitotsuno sutori wo katadukuru . douyara kokoro no futa ga hazure tarashii . akumu wo miru youninatte hajimete , aa ore hazutto futa shite , mokusatsu shite iki tekitandanaato , tsukuduku omou .
kaiketsuhouhou nado , iyasomosomo taiou no shikata saemo kentou gatsukazu , tada konkai dakeha nige naiyounishitaito , soredakewo tsuyoku negatte iru .
jijitsu gadoudeattanoka , shirabe age , hori oko suyorimo , iki rareta genjitsu womotto taisetsu nisurubekida , toiu giron ga ippou niatte , sorega amagumo noyouni zujou takaku de hikari wosaegirinagara , tahou deha , dareka ore no kako mo chikuichi abai tekureyashinaika , to tarikihongan nakotobakari kangae teiru . ore no kanchigai datta , aruiha higaimousou datta , toiu kidu kidakededoredake sukuwa reruka . are mo kore mominna , higaimousou deatte hoshii noda , kokoro nodokokadeha .
( jijitsu ) ga fuuka shite mo wareteikukotoga , nani yorimoshindoi . konkyo monaku iki teru , toiu setsu wo , iji demo nugui tai .
2008-10-25 sado . deimenshon
( fushigi namonode , jouhou tte oi kakeruto itsutte konaimononandayone )
tsugino kotobawo kangae nagara , suteki na otona hasou itsutta .
nin toshite tsuyoku naranakyaikenai , kitae nakyaikenaitoiu ( koujoushin )( toiuka , kojinteki nihatadano kyouhakukannen ) ha , ore no baai , dareka kara uke ta eikyou dehanaku , dare nimo tayora zuni kirinuke nakyaikenaitoiu kankyou kara uetsuke raretamonoda . kondono kabe ha , touji no fu no isan wo norikoe rutokoroniarurashii .
dousurebamotto dai rakana kokoro wo mote ruka , saikin sorebakari kangae teiru .
ore no nou ha , tatoe te iu nara ( chizu wo egaku ) youna heimenteki na kangaekata ni tayotte iru . shikashisoredeha , doredake deforume no gijutsu wo mini tsukeyouto , chikyuugi niha kanawa nainoda . kuukan haaku nouryoku ha tanni chikaku reberu no mondai dehanaku , rojikku ya sutori no kouzou wo haaku suru saini mo ketteiteki na eikyouryoku wo motsu .
wakattatsumorino joutai ga ichiban kiken da , to tsuyoku omou ippou de , hitoichibai wakattatsumorino hatsugen ga ooi noga ore da . soredakehawakatteiru .
tari nai jiku ha , nandarou .
2008-10-10 kuzure ta hougan
redeioheddo no raibu de eta tousui gaimadani same kirenakute , kiga tsuitara kaze wohiiteshimatta . doredake uwa tsuita kibun de kurashi teitanoka , warenagara tsukuduku akire ta .
bungei sakuru no mae kaichou to jinbouchou ni itta .SF noyoku sorotta honya wo shoukai shitemoratte , hisashi burini teni totta komatsusakyou no ( hone ) toiu sakuhin ga , ikanimo komatsusakyou rashikute okashi katta . suteki na chakusou datta .
yomi fuketteshimattezuibunto nagai sasetemorattanodaga , soto ni deru to ame ga ori dashiteite , kazegimi no hana nitsunto , akisame ni tokuyuu no , ano nioi ga hibii ta .
shiki ga meguru , toiuarifuretakotoni kanshashi takunaru toki toiunoga , tamaniaru .
daigaku ga ( yakunin yousei gakkou ) dato iwa reru yuen wo , saikin youyaku jikkan shitekita . hanakara boukan wo kime kon de , kyoumihon'i de nagame teiru kagiri ha , sugoku omoshiroi .
konki hahitotsu , keizai no jugyou motottemita . jisshitsuteki ni , hajimete no tagakubu choukou da . koe wo dai nishite , kansou wo nobe tai .
koreha kakusa da .
ano kankyou de onna to dekina i keizaigakubu no otoko nante , doryoku fusoku ka fukanshou ni chigai nai .
