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saisho ha ore mo nanshoku wo shimeshi tanodakedo ( mendou dashi , shira naitokoroni ( kaeru ) nohamou iyana noda ) naniwo itsutta tte " norenni ude oshi ", mukou ha mukou no jijou de kima rukotoha hakkiri shiteitakara , tsutome teamari kyoumi wo mota naiyouni sugo shiteita . nenmatsunenshi no ( kisei ) ha ( korehodo keigai kashi takotobawo , ore ha hokani shira nai . betsuni ore ni kagitta hanashi dehanaku seken'ippan ni ie rukotodaga .) mata shira nai ire mono ni muka ukotoninaru .
mae no ( jikka ) ha kekkyoku , asaoki te gakkou ni tootte kaeru , toiuyouna nichijouseikatsu wo , tsuitachi mo okuru kotonaku owa tta . sono mae no ( jikka ) dattesoudatta . touzen tsugi datte , sonna ( nichijou ) ha isshun taritomo nozome naidarou . sorehatabun , sawagi tate ruhodonokotomonai , nihonjuu niarifureta ( kisei ) no koukei da .
kono , riaritei ga ketsuraku shiteiru tokino iwakan kosoga ore nitotte mottomo riaritei noaru kankaku da , toiu , sugoku gyakusetsu meita jitai wo , namanamato omoidashi teru . demo , ima sara douyou suruhodonokotodemonai .
hajimete chijin no ie nio jama suru tokino youna kouyou to tomadoi wo fukurama sete , atarashi i , mitakotomonai heya ni muka tte ore ha , ( tadaima ) tte iu nda .
