itokei no nikki ~ yasei doubutsu ni kakawa tteyatteikerunoka ? kyuugo hen

kyuugo no ooki natokorotte , shin da kotai kara eru monogakanariwo shime teiru kiga shimasu .

kyuugo saretekita doubutsu no 6 wari ijou , ririsu dekizuni shibou shimasu .

shin da kotai hadousuruka .

kenkyuu dattari gen'in wo shirabe tarito ika saremasu .

kansenshou monitaringu dattari , fukyuu keihatsu dattari .

chiryou no ba toiuyori , keimou fukyuu no houga ueito ga omoi youni omotte irunoha kojintekina kangae nanodeshouga

keimou fukyuu no ba de , sono tame tomo ie ru doubutsu gatakusanyattekuru .

sorewomottomotto katsuyou shinai te hanai ! to tsunedune omotte imasu .

tohaie , genjitsu mondai souyatte shigo katsuyou sareteirumonohatotemo sukunai .

sou kanji teimasu .

tsukawa nakereba , reitouko ni tamaru dakedesu .

tamarisugireba , haiki sareteshimaimasu .

shigo katsuyou shiteirutoiu kotoba mo , yaranakerebasou setsumei wosuru do nichikuchikuto kanji runoha jibun no kokoro .

kokkaku hyouhon ni itatte ha zenshin ha tsukutta kotohaarimasen .

zaigakuchuu mangusu atama hone to kuro usagi atama hone , rurikakesu atama hone ( dattakashira ) wo shumi de tsukutta dakedesu ( mangusu ha ima mo heya niarimasu . taha amami ni oi tekimashita )

shokuba niikutsuka zenshin haarukedo , jibun ga kite kara fue ru kehai hanai , sonnani sekkyokutekini hyouhonka woshiteinaiyouni kanji tekimashita .

jaa jibun gadondon tsukuru shikaarimasen .

zenshin kokkaku moyatteminakerebaitsumademodekirukotohaarimasen .

9 gatsukoro ni ( mottoyaruzo !) to aratame te iki kon de ( soremadeha tsukutta rishiteiinokana ? teki enryo gaarimashita )

10 gatsukoro ni tsukutta monodesu .

juuichi no atama hone desu .

kekkyoku houri ppanashidattanode taishita kurou mosezu dekima shita . ichi ka gatsu kuraikakattaka ( kakattatoiuka ...)

kono kotai ha shibou shita nochi byouri toiuhododehaarimasenga kaibou shite ( kaibou suruto rokkotsu wo kitte shimaunode , zenshin kokkaku ha dekina kunarimasu ) atama hakounarimashita .

senjitsu tsubasa bubun wo kari hakusei nishimashita .

nokosu bubun hahotondoarimasen .

oba mo kireina node totte oitearimasu .

koreha kawasemi no atama hone

koreha byouri kaibou wo itta node , nou wo tori dashiteirunode koutoubu gaarimasen .

demo ( mono ) toshiteatta houga tsutawa rumonoha zettai ni ooi .

keisoku nadotokahakoredehadekinai bubun ga ooi desuga , sekkakudakara tsukuri mashita .

kono kotai hasarani hane mo ichimai ichimai ramineto sarete nokosa reteimasu .

korekurai amasu toko sukunaku katsuyou dekiruto nani yorito omou ndakedomonaa ...

shashin de setsumeishi temo , keika wo tsutae temo , yappari jissai nomonowo teni totta houga tsutawa ruhazu .

( kawasemi ttekonnani chiisa inda ) toka ,( hane hakouiu kaze ninatteirunda ) toka

sono uede kyuugo saereta keika wo tsutae ta houga kitto hibiku .

chiryou mosurushi , sewa mosurukedo , souiu bubun modondon te wo dasu youdeitai .

shibou shita kotai ha

byouri kaibou

kokkaku hyouhon

kari hakusei

hane hyouhon

atariga ( shigo katsuyou ) no ooki natokoroto omotte imasu .

DNA dattari , kansenshou kankei hamata wakato shite .

sonomama , toiunomohitotsuno hyouhon tomo ie rukamoshiremasen (= reitouko nomama )

demo zenbu ga zenbu kouiu katsuyou wosareteiruwakedehaarimasen .

hontou nikoreha mottainai koto .

nanika shira katachi ni nokose reba .

sou omotte imasu .

ima ha tori no zenshin kokkaku tsukuri naka desu .

miyo u mimane ... chanto dekiru ndarouka ??

sekkaku keimou fukyuu no ( kyouzai ) gakonnaniarundakara , mottomotto katsuyou shinakereba !

sengetsu jibun de doubutsu wo hannyuu toiukotowo hajimete yatteshimaimashita .

imamade yagai dekegawoshitato omowa reru joutai no doubutsu wo mita kotoha nankai kaarimasuga

te wo dasa zu ( aruiha dase zu ) nokotogahotondodeshita .

konkai ha ( shoubyou ) toha ii zuraimonogaarunode , reigai toshiteno hannyuu desu .

baito saki ha shikichi no ichibu kashi kaigishitsu toshitemo nicchuu shiyou sareteimasu .

tamatama baito de watashi ga demui teita nichi ni , sono kashi kaigishitsu no hitoheya ni koumori ga itsutte ru ! nantokashite ! too negai ga .

inaka nanode aburakoumori ga mayoikomu toiunoha imamade moattasou .

nanode watashi mo ( maa aburakoumori daroushi , mado wo hirake ruka ichiji hokaku shite soto ni hanaso u ) nante omotte mashita .

koumori ha suki nanodesoredemokanari yorokonde mashitaga ...

( choudo zenjitsu batto deitekuta wo tsukatte kansatsukai woshiyou ! to shokuba de hanashi teitatokoro )

to omotte sono heya wo nozoki kon demitara ( shiyousa retetawakedehanaku , tamatama kiga tsuitasou ) toko ni kuroi mozomozosurumonoga ...

are , dekai ?

to omotta rapatto ton de heya woguruguru

dekai ! abura janai !

kaoku ni hairikomu monode abura igai de ooki i !? nandananda !?

mou tenshon ga ikki ni aga rimashita .

wato ooki i heya dattanode , ami wo kari te hokaku ( mochirondesuga , chikara ippai ami futta rihashimasen . akumadefuwatto ! hokaku shita tokini kega ya kossetsu sasetehaikemasen )

ikaku shimakutteirushi , bibiri kimi .

koumori ha suki demo tede motsu nantekotowosuru kikai nantehodondoarimasen . chikarakagen ga ...

yappari aburakoumori jaarimasen .

shikashi chishiki hakokomade ...( korejanaitoiu jogai haikutsuka dekiru kedo , tengu janaitoka kiku gashira tokademonaitoka ) sore ijou ganai . chanto doutei shita houga yosasoutoiukotokurai ..

awatete koumori kenkyuu shiteiru tomodachi ni denwa shite , yamakoumori janaika ? toiuatari .

toriaezu abura igai no kiroku joukyou gasono ba deha waka ranainode , sonomama hanase zu .

( tomodachi niha ooi nio sewa ninarimashita , kansha desu !)

saishuuteki niha gifu nio sumai no koumori kenkyuu no sensei ni hikiwatashi , keisoku shite hanashi temoraukotoninarimashita .

hitori dehaokkanabikkuridekegashiteinaikadoukano chiekku modekinainode ( shikamo zukan mo shokuba ni oi teatta )

yokujitsu mizukara hannyuu .. jijou mo setsumei .

miruwamu wosugoi ikioi de tabete orimashita .

yokujitsu buji hikiwatashi , hanashi temoraimashita .

yamakoumori (mesu) deshita .

gifu deha hijouni kiroku ga sukunai tonokoto .

kichou na jirei tonarimashita .

jibun gasono ba niinakattara ( mado wo hirake teokeba jibun de dete ikuto omou kara ) to iu ka , hokaku shite soto ni hanasu youni adobaisu shitadarouna , to omou tosono kotai nitotte fuun toiu kanan toiuka .

kitto denwaguchi dehasorede suma seteite , jitsuha mezurashi i tane dattatoiunomoarundarounato aratame te omoi mashita .

dakaratte zenbu kakuninsu ru wake nimoikimasenga .

tamatama iawa se takotode deta mo tore te , sukoshi demo kenkyuubunya nimo kouken dekirebato omotte shimaimashita .

kegashitenai ( to omowa reru ) noni hannyuu ? to tsukkomi moarisoudesuga

kokohaakumademo deta tori mo kane tetoiukotodesu .

shoubyou nikakawattehairumonono , jibun gasouiukotowosurutoha omotte mominai keiken deshita .

senshuu hapokapokashita kimochi yoi tenki ga tsudui teite , soto deno sagyou mo kimochi yokudekimashita .

gifu deno seikatsu , samusa ha hajimete nanodesudeni make gimidesu .

tenki ga waruku te kion mo hikui tomouburuburushiteorimasu .

onozuto soto sagyou mohakadorazu , koshi omoku ... deshita .

tenki mo yoka tta nichi ni ( yoshijaa kyou yaru ! sagyou shiyou !) toiukotode

soto keji no kusakari & seibi deshita .

nin mo nannin ka atsuma ttekurete , mushirochotto atsui kuraideshita .

tochigi gaattanode ( kouiunoarutonan kaina ika mita kunaruyone ) to ii tsutsuchotto kowashi teitara

kabutomushi no youchuu gawarawarato dete kimashita !

koreha koufun !

nedan gatsuite utte iruyounanoto kurabe temo ookisa gazutto rippa .

reisei ni kangae rutosonnadekai youchuu tte kimochiwarui to omoi tsutsu , kabutomushi ! to omou to yorokonde shimau ( sagyousha minnaoo yorokobi deshita )

hotondo tsuchi noyouni boroboro ninattatokoronizuratto naran deimashitaga

mada ki no katachi wo tamotte irutokoroniha betsuno shurui no youchuu gaimashitaga , sorehasonomamanishiteokimashita .

sonnande wato tenki gaiidakedehakadorumonodeshita .

kouyou morokuni tore zu ( dokokaniaete ika nakutemosokora hen demo juubun tanoshi memasu . sonna basho )

baito ni iku tochuu no yuuhi mosugokukireidattanoni shuumatsu ha tenki warui shi

shashin tori ga zenzen dekinaideorimasu ...

ichou dake , sonna tenki yoi nichi ni ichimai .

shigoto ueno aite ha yasei doubutsu nanode , touzen nagara nanimo shabettekuremasen . soredokoroka choushiwarui nowogirigirimade kakushi masu .

nani ga oko ttanoka , itsukaraka , dokokarayattekitanoka , butsukattanoka koutsuujiko nanoka , nanika henna mono tabeta noka , esa ga tore nakattadakenanoka ...

nanimo waka ranainode hontou ni atama dae teshimaimasu .

shoutotsu ya koutsuujiko toiunohawakariyasui ( tohaie mita wakedehanainode , kossetsu shiteirutokakara handan )

hakkirishinai shoujou wo motte kurutomou han panikku desu .

takusan keiken shiteikutomotto atama dearejanaika , korejanaikato omoiuka bisoudakedomo

korega zenzen nainodesouiumonosuramo toboshi i .

keiken naikarato ima itsutte rukedo , kongo mozuttokoukamoshirenaikedomo ...

warui hou ni kangae gachina kuse moarunode ,( aaredattaradoushiyou !?) nante senkou shisugiteshimaukotomo .

soshite mae nimo nikki ni kaki mashitaga ( damekamo ) to hayama tta handan woshiteshimaisouninattari

ironna nin ni ( kouiu shoujou namonode nani ga kangae rareruka )( naniwo yuusen shite kensa shitaraiika ) to kiki makuritaitokorodakedo

henna byouki dato kowai node ( iwayuru fuuhyou toka ) amari kiku nikikezu .

kono hen ha riarutaimu no jouhou kyouyuu womottoshitaitokorodakedo dekina itokoro .

semete ketsueki seikagaku kensa wosono ba dedekirutoiindakedo ...

tabe nai . tadakoredakedemo , nin ni tsukama ttakotode sutoresu de tabe naidakenanoka , shokuyoku ganainoka

( kekkyoku tabete kurezuni shin deshimaukotomo ooi nodenazonomamanokotomo ooi )

dounandayo , omae , oshie tekure .

shaberikakerukotohashimasenga , yoku omoi masu .

senjitsu gakusei santo isshoni asa tori miwo shitekimashita .

7 toki shuugou wo kanchigai shite ,7 toki kishou .

gakusei sanni oko shitemoratteshimaimashita . su , sumimasen ...

honno ichijikanhan hododesuga , shigoto mae nichotto tori mito iunomonakanaka kimochi iidesu .

asaoki runodakega tsurai nodesuga ...

ie karamo hontou nisugusokono kawa fukin deshitaga

kamo moiyoiyo ekuripusu janakunattekite , mite hanbetsu ga tsuki masu ( zenbu janaikedo )

hidorigamo , okayoshigamo , kogamo , magamo

soreni maji tte amerikahidori ga !

kokoni kite shoken tane ga hitotsu fue mashita !

izen mita amehi ha hidori tono kou zatsu kana ? toiu ketsuron ninattanode , kichinto mie tanoha hajimete desu .

joubitaki mo senshuu atarikara shokuba fukin demo sakan ni nai teimasuga

kono nichi mo fukusuu mie mashita . osu ga ooka ttanaa ...

kireidashi , nakigoe ya mita memo wari to waka riyasuishi , gakusei sannimo oboe yasuinjanaikana ? to omoi masu .

oko shitemoratteyokatta ...

kongo mo teikiteki nisurusounanode , nando mo oko sareteakirerarenaiyouni ganbatte narubeku sanka shitaito omotte imasu .

shashin ha mannaka ni amehi ga nete irunodesuga , zenzen waka rinikuidesu .

odekoganantonaku mawari niiru hidorigamo to chigau kana ... kurai

aa , nikki saizu ninarutozenzen eda to maji tte waka rimasen .