bochibochiikoka

(kigou) [diary] toriaezudekita ...

tadaima shinya 1 toki 12 fun .

14 nichi ( tte kyou jan ), shiyakusho kankou suishinshitsu he teishutsu suru rejume gadekimashita ....

konnichiha tenteki tsuuin nakano haha kara yobidashi ari , torikaka ttanoga kekkyoku yoru ninatteshimattanodesuga ( namida ).

hidarigawa ga izen kara kaki tame teita shitagaki , migigawa ga seisho shita fun .

sono tasho , jibun no shirabe takotoni tomonatte , hitsuyou tonaru shiryou wo purintoauto shitamononadonado .

( imagoro tegaki ~~?) nante tsukkoma resoudesuga , gakufu demo nande mo , jibun nitotte taisetsu na kotogara hodotsuitsui tegaki nishiteshimau ,

myo natokorode anarogu shoubun na watakushi .

tema ha jimoto ga kyuu joukamachi toiukotode , sonoo shiro nitsuite joushu no hensen ni tomonau rekishi wo jibun narinimatome , nihonzentai no rekishi to awa sete nenpyou nishita naiyou tonattemasu .

... de , hontou ha meijiishin no haihanchiken made kicchiri tsukuriage ru yotei deshitaga , edo kouki ni itsutte kara goji ha fue ruwa , pesu hadondon ochiru wa ... de

kiri noiitokorode muri yari owa raseteshimaimashita ( ase ).

raigetsu niha ( katari bu no kai ( jimoto kankou gaido mitaina yatsu desu ) yousei kouza ) no koushi woshinakutehaikenainode , 16 nichi no happyou nochi ,

minasan no adobaisu woitadaita uede , tenaoshi to meijiishin madeshikkari kanseisa seyouto omotte imasu .

somosomo kodai shi no houga suki na kuse ni , imamade amari kyoumi nonakatta chuusei ~ edojidai ni ae te chousen shitanoga , yokei ni jibun wo te kozurasetakamo ( ase ).

piano moyatto , hii ta ! hike ta ! renshuu dekimashitaa ~~~ !!

sugoku kowaka ttanodesuga , renshuukyoku demicchiriyukkuri yubi tore .

bahha mohitasurayukkuri , ateikyureshon to neiro wo kaku menagara , kono 1 kyoku dakede 1 jikan chikaku kaka rimashitagamadamada kaizen no yochi ari ...( ase ).

bahha darouganandarouga ,( tsutae ru ongaku ) wo hyougen surutameni ,( kantan na kyoku ) toiu tekunikku teki nan'ido na toraekata hanaiyonaato omotta ri .

buramusu mo , ikani juukou de fukami noaru neiro ga dase ruka , arekore kangae nagara renshuu surukotogadekimashita ( bubun renshuu bakaridesuga ).

koushite , benkyou mo piano mo bottou dekirukotogaaruto , atama no naka ga yoi imi de ( mu ) ninari , ochitsui ta kimochi wo tori modose rumonodesune .

iki teiru ijou , nonbendararito mui ni sugo sazu , jibuntachi narini maemuki ni ganbaru shikanaiyone , kyou renraku wo totta yuujin tosonna kaze ni hanashi takke .

honrai no tenshon wo tori modosu nonimada jikan ha kaka rukamoshiremasenga , genjitsu ha mate kurenai wake deshite .

sate , sukoshi zutsu gia . chienji shite , watashi moganbaroutto .